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My boys

I know that I haven't spoken about Alex and Andy lately. Believe me, it isn't because I am not thinking of them. I still wake up in the middle of the night with bad dreams.. last night Andy was telling me that he really doesn't think about me much at all anymore.

I just keep telling myself that it isn't true. I have complained to the court about the phone calls and I have asked for a conference regarding them, but nothing has happened. I have read up on information regarding parental alienation and it leaves me depressed. I can't rely on the courts to fix it... I look forward to seeing the boys in a few weeks... October 9-16th, but I know that I can't be sure that they will be on that plane. So what can I do?

I know that I am pre occupied. Tomorrow, I have a teleconference about child support modification. I am nervous because I also just want to make sure that the conference officer allows me to verify that she will be sending the boys on October 9th. Sounds simple huh? Well, it isn't all that simple.

M and I are going to be taking a little vacation to lovely San Francisco later this month. I can't wait.. I need to get away and just relax with my wife.

It has been fun to go bike riding with her and last night we went to a minor league baseball game. The Tulsa Drillers made the playoffs, but not for long.. they lost pretty bad last night, but it was fun to get out and enjoy a beautiful night at the ballpark.