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I just got off the phone with my ex wife's lawyer.... he hasn't spoken to her. I think he sounded extremely disinterested, I don't blame him, I doubt he is getting paid. I will have to file a motion with the court this week.. crazy.. I really don't like this very much. I keep asking the court to let us have specific days that we know when we get the boys.. spell it out, with no room for errors, but since day one, everyone has said..."you should be able to work that out..." well, we can't work that out.. I know that I won't see the boys for a few weeks now... How can I deal with that? What will the judge do? He'll say,,,"you two should be adults about this.." and all I can say is.."I am trying your honor,, " and she will say that I don't return her calls and that she told me this and that.. and... I know.. there is just no winning..

Meanwhile, the boys rooms sit with all of their things there.. the doors closed...I can't look in thier rooms when they aren't with me..