Guilty feeling about giving short notice gone... I found out that they won't pay me for my vacation time.. I should have given two weeks notice and then went on vacation. I am leaving early today and even earlier tomorrow.. I don't have to worry about burning bridges because this is one that I won't need to cross back on.

The boys are starte to really get into the swing of things.. and it has only been one week.. we have lots of time to spend together. They seem to be enjoying summer camp, but they are anxious to get going when I pick them up. They have made a few friends already.

I have so much to think about right now... but I am putting it off until next week.. I have to put the house up for sale and try to sell my car.

Hey, I just thought of something.. Imagine this... My ex wife calls me up at work tomorrow to give me one of her harassing phone calls and she hears "I am sorry, but I am no longer working at ....." and maybe she get's in her car and drives by my house.. and sees the for sale sign out front.. and my car for sale..

Here is the thing gang... I never fought fire with fire... I have never stooped to he levels.. but I know that the judge doesn't give a damn about anything... so.. she isn't going to be able to talk to the kids at night.. she isn't going to have any contact with the boys at all.. when she goes by to see them at camp next week.. they won't be there. I want her to feel how I have felt for 5 years. The boys aren't in any hurry to talk to her.. they don't ask to call her up... they are just enjoying their time with me.

People here at work have been so nice.. some come up and tell me that they are envious.. and others ask.. "why Oklahoma?" but I know why.. and I am very happy...