not worried

Friday

The boys come to visit tomorrow! Here is something that is very noticeably different about me. I am not worried. I used to worry that my ex would not send the boys, but this time, she has to know that the court will be very upset if the boys do not come to visit me. so... whe she is going to try to do is make them be mad at me for the entire week. I know that it won't work. I know that in the past, she put Andy on the phone to say bad things to me and then just a few days later he said.. "dad, let's just forget that"

So, since my Mother is picking up the boys, I told her to just tell the boys that there will be no talk of that kind of stuff. When the boys come to visit, I will tell them that we aren't going to talk about their mom or any bad stuff.. we are just going to enjoy being together. I can't wait to see them.. and I am sure that i will see them.

I found a little coffee place that has free wireless internet.. and I guess it is like my old college days.. if I sit at home in my office with nobody around.. I tend to drift off and do other things.. so.. I make a list of work related stuff that I have to get done.. then I buy a cup of coffee and go to work. I am zooming through my stuff and getting caught up on paperwork.. pretty cool.. it takes a load off of me. Not that I stress about that stuff, but I do think about all the things that I should have done :) I have to say that I am great at work.. I am really good at what I do. The biggest compliments I get are when people can't see me enough at thier hotels..... I don't talk about work that much here.. well. because that would be a bad idea.. but I do love my job.. love what I do and I know that I do it well.

that's all good!!