This weekend

I was going to celebrate Alex's birthday on Saturday...

I just got two messages from my ex wife... stating.. that she won't give the boys to me until 6:30pm on Saturday. She says that the boys have a birthday party to attend.

My blood is boiling... I have a party planned for Alex on Saturday. I didn't see him on his birthday, and this is just another game that she is playing.. she has to have complete control.

I am trying to decide what to do...

Right now, I am on hold with the court... well.. I have been on hold for about 5 minutes now and I know that they really aren't going to offer me any assistance..

I will call her back and leave her a message, letting her know that this is a breach of our divorce agreement.. another breach.. after another.. and another. Contempt of court they call it,, but I also have had experience with the court.

So, the truth is.. I won't see Alex on Saturday. I can't raise hell.. leave a messgae, call the court.. call her lawyer and at 5:30 tonight... the boys won't be there.

I will download the documents today to file the court orders and I left her a message at her house letting her know.

We'll see what happens.. but you know.. I don't expect to see my boys tonight.

I guess I should get used to it. When the boys turn 12 years old, they can refuse visitation or they can go back to court and tell the judge that they want to live with Dad. I know that the hold their mother has on them is too strong. It is stronger than ever. It is based in fear. On Wed. I asked Alex what he did for his birthday the day before and he said "I don't remember" and he looked over to Andy and said. "He doesn't remember anything either" So, when the boys turn 12... I won't be seeing them... I bet.. they will tell me that they don't want to see me anymore.. and maybe they will regret it later in life, but I will miss out on a lot and the boys will too.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...................

I HATE her... she is an evil bitch...