I have decided to just go

One more day

This month has flown by, it is nearly time for me to leave for Arizona. On Friday night, I will be attempting to pick up my boys. The divorce agreement is pretty clear... actually it is very clear it says that I should have the boys the first week of the boys Christmas break until Christmas Eve at 6pm, then I get them back on Christmas day at 10am until Friday at 5:30 pm again.

We'll see... that means there will be two pick ups and two drop offs.. two chances for her to screw around. I am praying that she wants to show the court that she is the good person.. I hope she thinks twice about holding them back from me.. you see.. it will be the first time that I have actually attempted to pick them up.. she can make the case that I haven't tried to pick them up.. but she won't be able to do that if she doesn't let me see them at all... it's all about money to her.. the less I see the boys, the more she thinks she will get.

I am nervous... so M and I are filling up the days. Yesterday we went to Oklahoma City... it was a lot of fun, we went out to dinner... went to the mall and completed our Christmas shopping. I felt strange because... well.. when we moved here, I picked Tulsa over Oklahoma City, Tulsa is smaller and there aren't as many options for things to do.. and yesterday we saw so many Asians in the mall.. that M seemed to fit in better. Well, we can always go and visit. I like it where we live. Then after dinner and the mall we spent a couple of hours walking around Barnes and Noble.. it was 11:30 pm... I guess it was open late... before we made our purchases and left. We drove back home today after I finished my work for the day and we went to try to get tickets to see the final Lord of the Rings movie... all of the shows were sold out.. up until 11pm... so we bought tickets and now we are waiting for that time to go by. I think it will be a fun adventure.

Tomorrow.. I have to work.. but we will be getting on a plane!