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There was something seriously wrong with this site. I couldn't download it at all... so I got rid of the comments, because that was the only thing that I could find that would do the trick... and it does pop up faster now.

So... until I can find better comments.. I only have the tag board and email.

We have had an incredible time on our trip to California. On Sunday, we went to Hollywood and took some pictures. On Monday the boys and I went down to Carlsbad for breakfast and then over to Legoland... it was so much fun. I love Legoland and that the boys are still young enough to enjoy it. It also made me realize just how young they are, especially Andy.

M stayed with her family, and Andy just loves playing with his two new little cousins, when we stop by.

Yesterday, we went to Universal studios and the boys are still sleeping in the beds behind me. I guess I should be sleeping too, but I woke up. I gave the boys a kiss on the forehead as they sleep and prayed that I am making the right decision. The boys and I have had a great trip and M enjoyed Universal studios too. We all loved the Shrek 4D adventure and M went on her first rollercoaster type ride.. Jurassic Park.

Everything is great, we have been very busy and I have been thinking too much. During the day... our decision to go to Oklahoma makes so much sense, but at night when I wake up at 3am.... I guess I am more emotional than analytical. I wish the boys could be with me full time. Andy needs a Dad, he needs friends, he has really enjoyed this summer break. Then I realize that the judge won't do that... so what is best? I know that sometimes I am just rationalizing my decision, but weekends are not best...longer visits like this one, have been so special so memorable and there will be more. It's not the end, but hopefully a new and better beginning for everyone.

Who knows... Andy may have a little sister to make friends with someday.

Well, I am trying to dry out the boys shoes from yesterdays fun. They have this splash zone and the boys got drenched. I think they will be sleeping for awhile longer.

I'll just be quiet and let them rest.

We made a deal... no talk about this being the last week of the 5 weeks together. The next two days will be fun and emotionally charged for me. I am going to get all the photos developed and start a website for the boys.

I have mentioned it before, but I am going to go out and get my own site and post pictures for the boys to see.

take care everyone..