Wed

Today, I am driving up to the Pine Country of Arizona. It's a travel day... taking the boys to my mother's cabin/house in Pinetop and I am lucky enough to be visiting a couple of hotels up that way too.. so I will be working on Thursday and Friday.

I wish M could come..... we have only been married 2 months and here I am going off to work.. spending time with the boys. I have this guilt I guess. I know that I only have a couple more weeks with the boys.... so I feel guilty becuase I want those two weeks to be memorable.. who knows when I will see them again. I also feel guilty because I am not spending enough time with my wife... she will be staying with the father for a couple of days.

I know that it will all work out... she will be able to quit her job soon, but I know that she doesn't want to leave them in the lurch either.

It's all about balance isn't it?

Well... I hope I can keep my life balanced.