Buzzzzz

I had a craving for coffee this morning.. or I should say that I had a craving for caffeine. I haven't had a cup of coffee for over 8 months, so I have savored this one. I stopped because I wanted to get all the caffeine out of my system. I am a fairly addictive person. I used to drink a pot of coffee before even moving.. and at least 4 cigarettes before I got into the shower. No more, I don't smoke, I don't drink caffeine.. but this morning.. it has taken me 3 hours to drink one cup of coffee. Sure, it's cold now, but that is ok.

Have you ever quit anything? I have no desire to smoke ever again, not even cigars. I feel healthier, but I am not a bad ex smoker.. if you smoke around me it's ok. My girlfriend quit too, because she didn't have anyone to smoke with. She still wants a cigarette now and then.

So, I am buzzing on techno music and working so hard. Time is passing quickly and I know that I have so much to do.

I had some strange dreams last night. I killed people in my dream, I won't say who.. it was just a dream.. funny how the mind works. I know what this dream means.

Oh.. and hopefully, there will be no trouble picking up my boys tonight. I haven't seen them in 4 Weeks! I am excited to give them big hugs. I don't think I will be able to let them go.